But do not lose important things trying to have fun

Have fun “Live life fully while you're here. Experience everything. Take care of yourself and your friends. Have fun, be crazy, be weird. Go out and screw up! You're going to anyway, so you might as well enjoy the process. Take the opportunity to learn from your mistakes: find the cause of your problem and eliminate it. Don't try to be perfect; just be an excellent example of being human.And i m really trying to be human ( there is no any fun in perfection, our not perfections make as who we are, and make us more colorful, if can say) , sometimes better sometimes worsen, but i m trying. It must be a proces of whole life, from time to time i think that i cant make it, but every time i found new and new energy to try again (have no idea from where it comes), i ve done so many mistakes in my kind of shirt live, but now is a period to go further and make lesson from it, and never repeat it again. It must will be the best solution, and maybe one day i will be forgiven... by myself also (cause there is nothing more terrible that self "eating")